by Janet Johnston
(lexington park Md)
How many knifes to my throat !How many trips thrown down the stairs😷
Or slaps across my face ! It's not like NO ONE CARES😷.
Ripping off my clothes ! Hitting and then stomping me when I hit the ground😷
Or spitting in my face! No one will hear the sound😷.
Over N over choking me unconscious! Then over N over chopping off my hair😷.
Yelling constantly at me screaming! HEY WORLD DOES ANYBODY CARE😷.
Banging my head into a wall! Bruising N then biting my face😷
Kicking me until I can't walk! MEMORIES PLEASE ERASE😷.
Holding irons up to my face! I pass out what happens I don't know😷
Rapping belts around my neck !I try to leave the house but you won't let me go😷
So I'm hiding in the bathroom! Then always running from you out the house 😷
Then your screaming right in my face! Inside I'm crying but outside I'm quiet as a mouse 😷.
Running away with the kids! Promises to me are always broke😷
Over N over trying to kick you out! Me nothing to you but a joke😷.
Cheating on me over n over again! For fun a gallon of milk dumped on my head😷
Keep embarrassing me in front of friends! I kept wishing I was dead😷.
This still tears me apart inside! It's still ripping at my soul 😷
Yet I always loved you ! And worst I thought you made me whole💔