Domestic violence story from me
by Louisa barre
(Amsterdam, holland )
When I was young, I was badly abused by my own father. He used to call me horrible names every single day. He used to drink so much, probably like 4 bottles a day. He broke my heart as a child. I am totally numb now, totally sedated.
I am working on that now. The pain is unimaginably big, I feel depressed and sad, and I have trouble sometimes connecting to people. I wish things were differently for me when I grew up. I feel suicidal sometimes, but I shall not give up.
It has hurt me so much, the pain is unbearable.