Living in Hell

by Stacey
(Lincoln, Ne)

I have been dealing with domestic violence for a very long time. I have been stabbed, raped, brutalized, peed on, jaw broken, and had my kids taken by private lawyers. I have a disability (ptsd) and have been epc'D on more than one occasion because my ex thinks it's funny. I have moved so many times I have lost count. I have failed community college twice because the pure thought of my children any bit of what I have endured makes me sickened to the depths of my core. I have been gang raped on more than one occasion. Had my brake lines cut at least 4 times. Had my car up on cynider blocks with my tires and rims taken off of my car. I have been drugged so bad and woken up on the sidewalk. Had a blow torch taken to my wheel tire stud bolts so my cat almost flew off of my car. I have been jumped quite a few times. I have reached out for help and been told by a judge that they didn't want to get involved. I had to defend myself at a trial only to be told that my witnesses were not allowed to testify even with a subpoena. I was also not allowed to present evidence. My address was changed (not by me) at the courthouse and no one bats an eye. I have had my medical records changed and altered. Hell, someone stole my Doctors laptop just to get my patient information. There is a lot more that has happened and is currently happening. I refuse to give up but wish and pray that someone would just take 5 minutes of there time to just check into my story. Please help my kids come back home and right my wrongs.

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Jul 25, 2017
We are here
by: Anonymous

Idk how to help you but just know that there are people out there to help. Try has hard as you can to get thru college. Maybe find help at a church

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